I haven't really written anything in here that is just a normal blog entry. Just memories, thoughts, concerns, growing up etc. I guess that's okay. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to post as if there were a set of rules for blogging. In one of the alcathon meetings I attended over Christmas, one guy was listing his assets, published author, minister, world wide blogger, etc. I realized that with my first post I too am a world wide blogger! Hello world. Now how do I get my messages out? Because my message is important. How to be a man. How to develop those retarded childhood remnants into positive life experiences. Yes, listen to me because I have the answers today. Yes, it took 59 years to observe, fuck up, break down, fire up, play out and finally shut up and listen but I have the directions. You just let go of the past. Add it all up, take out the bad numbers, save the precious few and there you go. It sounds ridiculously easy but it is just that easy.