“Last Request.” This is a song sung by my favorite band, Paolo Nutini. You know how there are songs in your life that you played over and over during certain periods of your life? Well this song qualifies as a top contender on that list. “Slow Down, Lie Down Remember it’s just you and me.” There were times in my life when I wanted to be in love. The confusion that reigned was whether I wanted to be in love with the woman I was with, the woman I dreamed I could be with or just to be in love with love itself. The perimeter of my mental vision was imbued with an ethereal fuzzy view and my mind simply let go into that state. It was more of a fugue than anything. During this particular relationship, this song circulated in and out of the many endings and beginnings and spectacular displays of emotional upheavals. The whole thing started in the eye of a hurricane and was constantly a challenge to stay connected physically, emotionally and finally mentally. But, hey, it was