I just watched “Love and Mercy” yesterday, about Brian Wilson of the Beach Boys. Very tender movie. The guy was a musical genius according to the movie. Touching and fulfilling at the same time. You really want to root for the guy all through the movie. Beat up by his dad as a kid because he was the oldest or something like that. He suffered mental illness all the while and was taken advantage of by a psychiatrist as an adult that tried to control him through meds. Pretty much did too but was thankfully stopped by a love interest of Brian’s. Yay the good people win! Now how can I turn this around to me? Hmm…well I’m going off of my meds as Brian did but for much less dramatic reasons and circumstances. I don’t have a psychiatrist controlling my every move. But I’m not mega rich either. I am going off of my meds and I don’t think it’s a day too soon. I’m moving meditation into the fore front of my treatment and pushing medication back to voodoo status.