I went to my Dharma recovery group last night. It’s the 3 rd time attending and I have some feelings I’d like to write about. Initially we meditate for 5 minutes and then we do a personal check in. After that it starts going downhill. But first we talk about the chapter of the book we’re reading. Currently we’re reading, “Radical Acceptance, Embracing Your Life with the Heart of a Buddha” by Tara Brach. It’s a wonderful book and I’m getting so much out of it personally. When I started the group we were on Chapter 6 (read it 4 times, don’t remember off hand what it’s about) so I started the book there. I have since read the entire book and stay current on the chapters we’re studying. I literally read each chapter a minimum of 4 to 5 times before going to group. Now I’m not sure how my mind works but I still don’t remember the stuff I’ve read when I get in group. I underline passages, re-read passages but each time group starts I draw a big fat blank. I’m no