This is what I wrote to my sponsor a year ago in a text message, "This is the truth. Maybe my brain is evolving. Coming home from the movie I saw everything I drove by. The cracks in the road, wires overhead differing in color the more distant they ran. I saw shutters, wooden window frames, people riding bikes, brown spots on lawns, rivets in the bridge, where there were breaks in chain link fences etc. It is not insignificant. I felt grateful that I was able to see and how I felt being able to see. All I did was look. I didn't judge any of it, I didn't try to label it any deeper than what each part represented. I felt that I was only a witness to the notion that I am aware enough TO see. I saw things and then those things were gone, behind me and I didn't feel anything because I kept seeing more. What I got from that amazingly rich ride home was my feelings may not be any more or any less than images flying by. I can feel them at the very moment they fire off