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Day 128 Bus Stop

Ry came over last night and I related to him my current world of woe.  Or rather the woe that is creeping around in my world. I’m woe-K, just some unsettled events that are speed bumps currently.  He gave me good advice, solid advocacy and kind support.  Thank you Ry. What I told him was the current status of my relationships with women.  None.  And it is okay mind you but I had embers burning and now it is all just swept up ash.  My latest attraction hit a snag and I was a bit blindsided with jealousy and hurt and not sure how to react.  I wanted to “sit with the pain” as that is a new standard that I’m adhering to but I realized I wasn’t sure how to do that.  My first reaction was to not react and I did just that.  I reacted of course in my mind but not to “her”.  I called my sponsor and told him my feelings and asked questions about how to revel in rejection, how to celebrate my non-reactiveness, how do I sit with the pain.  He said I was already doing that by calling him and n