I can feel myself getting fatter by the minute lately. Ugh. My worst nightmare is waking up middle aged with a pot belly that I can read off of when I’m standing up. I was doing so good for so long and then these past few months it’s been pounding on, pound by pound. When I first went on my meds back in ’05 I was prescribed Depakote and I gained about 45 lbs. in 6 months. I was up to 215 lbs.! Yuck. I told my pdoc that I would rather be crazy than fat so take your meds and shove them up your ass. Oh yes I did. Well maybe not in those exact words, so he took them and just changed the names and gave me more. But that didn’t make the weight go away. No it didn’t. I quit eating breakfast, upped my dosage of Adderall and drank a lot of coffee for a few months. That helped but it really wasn’t healthy. Do you think? Anyway I read that missing breakfast was the worst way to lose weight so I started slowly getting back into the breakfast mode. Mostly cereal and toast. But it’